anger + stranger feeling

i dont know... so many i dont know to say..

just felt so lonely and stranger with dear tonight on msn...

wanna find something that is entertaining...

wanna find something that i wish to do...

but what?

i want dear to rest more...

i want dear dont work...

i wanna be able to support her...

i wanna grad and work...

i want my money back...

i am thristing for blood...

i am out of my mind...

life, is NEVER fair...