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GODLIKE BP

finally all the lab test has finish..nxt will be MST..
after tat holiday..after holiday will soon be spinnovex..stress..
~off to study~

Choices

Life is simple, make choices, dont look back.

You get to choose, but you just refuse to.

Schdule

This is my fully booked schedule.

Here goes..

Tml friday hari raya haji.. So at home do report..
Sat also same but will accompany dear eat lunch or dinner..
Sunday wanchew house eat spg, celebrate my belated late late birthday..

Monday Prata Firewall Lab test
Tuesday SIMONE written letter bo liao test
Wednesday IP phone lab test
Friday Broadband lab test

Following week worse..

MST week

7th dec
8th dec
11 dec

All got exam..
7th got derrick's wedding rehersal.. Dont think can go le..

12th Dec is derrick's and maria's wedding..

On the 11th after exam need go wash car, take go tie the ribbon all those..
12th need wakeup damn damn damn early..

Plans still unknown yet..

Once 12th dec clear le.. Got 2 weeks to get report done, to get code with the measuring method done..

still need shop for additional white shirt..

omg

i am stress...

Injury

Hope your leg wont pain and recover fast.. hope you like the dress bought at bugis.. =)

anti-swing

FYP SPinnovex

Hmmm didnt update recently..

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THIS BLOG I-N-A-C-T-I-V-E...

My dear dear birthday pass le.. She is now 20.. Notice the figure at the start is 2x and no longer 1x... OLD LIAO

Second thing to blog, my FYP team did a average presentation to the panel.. According to Dr. Yang, chances are quite good.. Lets hope to see it we get into spinnovex..

Panel day!!

tml will be the panel day..hope our product can get into spinnovex..
luckily dun need to present..=)))
god bless us..

FYP

All of us are doing FYP at max speed.. Some of us may encounter heavy setback at this critical time.. Dont worry, just do what you can..

Good lucky to all FYP students.. Hope you guys dont do as well as me.. =\

So there wont be any moderation.. =P

I miss dear... Now 12.30am liao.. Still trying and testing the code.. Hopefully all is ok..

Happy Birthday Dear

Today is dear's birthday...

I sing a song for her...

Happy Birthday To You~
Happy Birthday To You~
Happy Birthday To My dear dear,
Happy Birthday To You ~ !


祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐~~~~~~
祝你生日快乐 !!

=D

Irritating

Some people just dont understand what people mean when they fuck them in the face saying, you're fucking irritating..

Since they dont get it, only way to put it to them is a tight slap..

Now they get it..

=D

Sentosa

Going sentosa with baby.. Eee... So many years didnt go, now go also dont know how to navigate our way..

Nvm do research if not tml we 2 blur together..

Today went ION orchard with dear.. Celebrate my birthday.. Dear is very very very pretty today!!! Not only that, dear today surprise me alot..

1. Dear fetch me from home, 1st time
2. Bought me to Xing Wang HK Cafe
3. Ferrari Perfume
4. Dress nicely and in dress somemore

Hmmm thanks dear.. Appreciate.. Hmm i let the photos do the talking.. =)

Dear's favourite milk tea..
Xing Wang Hong Kong cafe Utensils
lovely us
my 22nd years old de present from dear..
Do note, its even pack nicely in a box with straw folded stars!!!

Stomach Burning

=(

My stomach is burning.. Haix..

Pain pain.. But hope wont affect later go out with dear.. =|

Prepare time...~~~

Enjoy...

Today my dear dear half day also.. As for me, trying hard to tahan till sat.. To clear all work.. Dear today going vivo meet friend.. After that work.. Hope she enjoy herself..

k la go work le.. ~cya~

i have my favourite bitterground soup for dinner..=DDDD

sch gng to starts soon..=)

i love schooling..=D

off to show..

Starting War

Tml gonna start war at DBS..

Good luck to me.. Nono, is US.. Me and WS..

Live MY Life

Too noisy at home... So went out with wonghar go chervons get his army bag since he going Australia.. No stock.. First batch went already, 2nd batch this month, and 1 batch went india.. So many people already got it before him.. Reason why need buy cuz australia dont want us to bring soil and mud and dirt over, so must very clean and stuff.. So most of them get new bags..



Standard Shit I'm Always In...

Game = Kao Bei
FYP = I never put effort do.. Keep find people help..
Go out = Waste money..
Money = I take from home.. Useless.. Mei zi qi..
Work = Bao Bei. Work so much still no money.. Work for what?


If ever your family is like this, just go and die.. Mostly you're an accident as well.. And you're not meant to exist..

Not to be mention as being treasured by someone, you should be happy if you're not spat on.. This is life... The reality in life.. Not a harsh reality.. Because most of the time, reality is harsh therefore i think there isnt any reality..

This is life.. Thats why got FML...

cant seems to slp well tis few days..haix..

lonely

i am bored... I cant sleep...

Called jialin.. Suppose she say gonna chat abt dota but ended up she play with friends.. So i sms chew then call her chat since we long time haven chat.. She also busy relaxing..

Nothing much in common to talk about..
Very bored.. Dear also sleep le..
Who can chat with me???

:(

Again..

Cant seems to work...

Last step to be taken... Chance given...

Last thing i want is my sms to be ignored...

FML

FML.
FML.FML.FML.
FML.FML.FML.FML.FML.
FML.FML.FML.FML.FML.FML.FML.
FML.FML.FML.FML.FML.FML.FML.FML.FML.

Finally.... Sadly....

Finally.....
There's a break thru.. Something done.. Almost there...

Sadly...
I start to sick le.. Headache.. =(

But still, thanks mainly to Li Jwee.. Thanks alot...

Stich

Happy 1 year 4 months Dear

=)

Thanks for the stich.. :) I like it..

i m so BORED!!!!!!!

A breakthru

This fyp project...

This project that my team is working on...

This task that i'm doing...

This...

All this....

FINALLY HAS A BREAK THRU!!!

I've completed 10% of the FYP project.. *note % is just a rough estimation*

I'm able to use the GSM modem to fire off sms manually from my computer..

Reciever and message can be customized...

Congratz.. to my team!!!

Tuesday

Today dear came over to rest and chit chat with me.. Only play awhile on FB and i doze off.. When i wakeup its 1.30pm liao.. Dear hungry so awhile le.. So bath then rush out jp.. Bring her go eat her favourite, double mcspicy.. =)

Tonight suddenly remember that we going kok fah farm tml.. Call the person and he set a time 9.30am tml.. He aid go to no 26 first.. Later maybe then bring us over to no. 18... Sounds really friendly over the phone..

Hope tml everythings goes smoothly.. My brain really very tired.. No matter how i try and do, just cant get the code done.. Seems so easy but hard to get done..

Still need to look for micro processor.. I going to write to support at sgbotic.. Hopefully get some reply asap..

Dear now showing.. Me just rot.. See code headache.. So just gonna rest.. There's a limit to what i can do..

Haix... I'm human afterall..

Monday

Tml is monday...

Can be an ordinary day to anybody... But an extraordinary one to somebody...

Tml for me, will be doing FYP.. Either fix the java to get data from the com port or i head down to AMK Industry to check with the staff on how to use the Message Master 2000...

I guess for me, its both an extraordinary and ordinary day...

Help Me

I'm doing and doing and doing.. Cant seems to get things done!!! Haix.. Headache.. Who can help me?

I need to have visio.. I need get things done by 28th Oct.. I dont have time.. I really want go ubin.. I want go kbox.. I want eat aston.. I want so many things.. Guess my birthday maybe need spend with FYP liao..

Tired

Not tired because i travel around.. Do too much things..

But just no matter how much effort i put in, i still dont know how to do.. Chiong and work so hard, but when i wanna rest, dear isnt around with me.. When i chionging, dear isnt there to chiong together..

Sometimes also abit sianz.. Mei work and chiong the codes.. I know its tough for her.. cuz even i started the same day with her, till now i still dont know much.. Only know how to print.. She knows a few more lines and stuff..

Thinking it might be easier so i wanna get the video done.. But seems like its easy but alot of small small thing to take care of..

- Music time must match the slide show ending time
- Must add title to some photos to make it interesting
- Add titles and show what is what.. if not some photo dont mean anything
- transition

Right now, i headache.. Just wish to really relax myself abit.. But, do what? Go where? I cant afford shit..

At home relac.. Cant think of anything to relac at home without dear.. With dear around still can bully her.. Movie together.. Play together.. Bolster pillow fight.. =(

~yeah~

FML...

Work === FYP

now that i'm broke, i start to think of not doing FYP and go find job.. ooops.. but wont la.. dont worry..

FYP = Fail your project

Dear working.. tml also.. mei also..

left me.. i totally no mood do today.. only hope the Oh Chin Huat Farm let us do the interview with them.. save our trouble.. if not we need hop farm to farm really will die..

haix... i am not happy... i not happy!!!

who knows?! who can come talk to me? Who can accompany me??

i want go ubin cycle.. i want go cycle.. who willing accompany me!

=(

Tired

Tml going back school alone find the guy do message master..

Shag.. Hopefully he knows how to do and HOPEFULLY he can help with the coding to merge..

Why me so poor? Are you guys going to contribute your 10% to me? :( ke lian ke lian me..

Today in school mei and dear talking.. See me walking up jiu diam diam liao..=(

I sense something fishy.. Dear say is sheena thing dont tell me.. LOL She like someone or what? Why so secretive.. lol..

Dear say when time comes i will know.. Makes me feel that she go buy AX thing.. Scary..

Hopefully she didnt ba.. Save money.. I not that status yet.. I cant afford.. Neither am i of that social class.. I shall be happy with Giodano belts.. :P Wallet shop de wallet.. Casio de watch..

Thats all ba.. =)

meow!! now 11pm le.. hungry.. tired.. cant sleep.. miss you..

oh and guys, sorry blog inactive cuz my dear didnt update and i busy with FYP..

FYP.. thinking of a good name... hmm...


hmm....



FISH*
YOUR
PROJECT

haix

I miss you...

I miss talking and chatting and spending quality time... I am lonely... =(

and abit hungry..

Things On Hand

A few things on hand and makes me feel kinda tired mentally...

- Visit uncle at Changi General Hospital
- Complete remaining 15 restaurant of WAT2EAT
- Meet wellson tuesday 2pm at [The Central]
- Final Year Project (I dont have any clue at all how to start)
- Call starhub cuz they didnt downgrade my dad's re-contract plan..
- Pay credit card bill
- Spend some quality time with my princess.. Communicating is the best..

Right now, all i want to say and wish to say and feel like saying is.........

FML<

Website!

Time to chiong website liao...

Lonely

Who can accompay me chat? Talk? Joke? Entertain me?

Suddenly just felt that the enviroment, my world so lonely.. =(

Peaceful Place

At the end of every day's work,
At the end of every day's school,

People return to their peaceful, warm, loving home...

Where i return to my noisy, stressful, cold, pressured and [cant-do-what-you-want] house.. Mine is a house not a home...

I cant find the care and concern i need.. Its just more and more stuff pouring over..

Its the few lines all over and over again.. Other cab drivers can go do their job and return home.. The same shit everybody do.. Go to work, come back.. Earn money.. He just cant do it.. He doesnt have what it takes..

Empty vessel make the most noise..

If you ever wanna have a skill that needs to be unique, dont learn one that can be replaced by machine TOTALLY.. His one and only knowledge is the roads and map of singapore, GPS can do it..

All i wanna say is, those who go home have a quiet place to rest, have a peaceful mind.. Can game, can rest, can study, count yourself lucky..

Dont ever complain, how small your house is, how dirty, how far, how inconvenient, cuz its the interior that matters...

Espresso Helps

Yup.. If you want know more abt me and dear's activities, read the post she made just now.. =)

I'm gonna talk abt our life.. Dear really changed alot.. Dont know why.. Today i've realize that my dear really change alot in terms of character, personality, way of communicating with others, point of view to certain things, change le..

Its good in a way.. Today, we both stayed in school study till 8pm.. Did the past year paper.. Actually really isnt fair for the ICD to have an exam at that date but dont think dora has a choice.. Must be tight schedule for her.. I'm rushing the reports as much as i can.. Cuz i see dear so stress, wah.. I also stress and heartpain.. I rather i tank more abit.. As for my team mates... Hmmm...

1 got commitment.. Must go help parents at their store..
1 got fyp commitment so couldnt stay long..
1 quite chiong...

Anyway, tml gonna pray and if possible thinking meet dear at night for meals.. I post 2 photos of us studying.. :) Goodnight people..

P.S: Dear, hope you're sleeping soundly.. Sorry just now i abit raise my voice.. I want you to rest instead of doing report at this hour.. Hope you understand.. =) Goodnight.. Dont dream of me k? If not later cant sleep.. See liao, WAH WHY SO UGLY? =\

Night..

reports....

been staying in sch till 7+ for the last 2 days..chionging all our reports n studying for the coming exam..

as promise i din work for 2wks..except for wkends..2 ppl today n there r short of ppl..i rejected them from working..if it is last time..i would defintely go work w/o any hesitation but nw..i simply dun wish to work..when ppl need help i will help no matter wat..but when i need help they wont..even for exam wk.they wont be bother tat u need time to study..i m nt complaining but i m a human also..i need rest n time for my own things..i m just a STUDENT!!!!

working so hard for like 6yrs..wat have i actually gain?other than money..i din get to enjoy my life..where other teenagers shld do..just work n work n work..save money like crazy..

tired of working alr..frm nw on..i will work less n enjoy more..=D

1 report down..another to go...

off to finishing my nwm report..

Sore Throat

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v673/kd2000/untitled.jpg

Our telco reported that the submarine cable broke.. not 1, 2!!!!

so suay.. speed slow like dog.. :(

and my sore throat so pain.. :( drink water like siao le.. hopefully will recover..

tml dear got 2 surprises for me.. sooo looking forward to it.. :)

Gng CRAZY...

I m gng MAD MAD MAD!!!!!

so many things undone..
nwm reports due on mon..icd exam on mon..
csm presentation..techno reports (halfway done)

i m soooo super tired..wanted to start on nwm report..but i m feeling so sleepy..cant think well..

My E71 post

This is the first post i try posting thru my e71.. Not bad ar.. Quite fast for the respond.. Now at home.. A very "self" place.. A place everybody must visit once a day.. =x

My dear didnt reply me.. Dont know she wake up le ma.. If haven jiu ho seh liao.. pig pig pig...

@_@ yawn

shopping day @ bugis..

went to bugis wif my mum n aunt..1st went to bugis st to walk walk..nxt was lunch..went to sim lin sq fd court..had tom yam..n is super awful..waste my money..nxt was OG..super lots of ppl today..
head back to bugis st..have a drink at the hk express cafe..meet dear n wh there too..
left there to continue shop where the 2 of them continue to eat..dear join us after wh left..continue to shop shop..bought a pair of shoes there..=D

tis is the 1st time tat dear shop wif us..=D help us carry things..xing ku ni le..
head to BHG..n omg..spend $179 on my skin care products..xing tong for myself..3 days of my wkend pay just fly away..

had dinner n home sweet home..

It's a wonderful day today..i love everyone..=))))

Happy National Day

Today is my nation's 44th birthday.. The first time i not seeing the NDP parade after 11 years.. Sianz of it but if ever got black knights aero display i will go back watch.. Haha..

I just listing out the list of tasks on hand to be completed...

• Gems EOM
• CSM ppt
• CSM presentation
• ICD website
• ICD EOM
• TNP Report
• Network Management Lab Assignment (QoS)
• Network Management EOM
• Last and most importantly, FYP...

Hmmm i shall post that every now and then to keep me reminded..

Yesterday went out with them go drink talk cock and rot.. Derrick's ROM date 12th December.. Haha so happy for him.. When my turn sia? :(

My dear dear seems tired after work this few days.. Dont know is it weekday not enough rest.. Hope she can rest more ba.. I now blog le jiu need go out liao.. Train to bugis go waterloo street pray pray.. Then if can i meet my baby lunch.. =)

~yawn~
tired tired..

just found a few nice songs on youtube just now.. (hokkien) but I NOT UNCLE!

E71

I've confirm the change of my handphone to XXX... XXX mainly reasoning i cant decide between the 3 models..

Sony Ericcson C905 and W995 OR Nokia E71

In terms of functions nearly same but the SE phones all 8mp and 8.1mp camera.. however E71 only 3.2mp.. Price same but w995 is more expensive..

I will be going for E71 after lots of user reviews.. Now is the time to choose the colour.. Haha

After that will be deciding if should apply the "race shield" and the 2.5 to 3.5mm jack.. that is easy.. can order online.. so not much problem.. only think is the race shield.. hmm......

hope my princess is supportive of me changing..

today dear very unhappy abt the bag.. really abit sianz see dear so down.. some ppl just dont have the right attitude toward things.. if want help ppl, do nicely.. if not dont help...

without tag is really something not right.. haix.. long story.. sleep ba.. hope dear gets better tml when she wakes up..

wondering where is my "wakeup photo" will be taken... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..............

mood swing

sianz.. my turn now.. dont know why.. headache suddenly.. rage..

yesterday went vivo with my dear.. haha read previous post.. recently spending more and more quality time together.. dear promise me something and dear really fulfill it.. dear only work weekends..

hmmm quality time meaning i find that we spend alot of time together in school but not really spending time communicating and chat.. knowing more each other..

we went vivo.. sit there see sky.. we made an appointment saying we are going to play water next time we go vivo.. HAHA!! =)

photos will be at facebook..

Wonderful day

ytd went vivo after sch wif my darling..
had white dog cafe n he saw sum1..his favourite frenz..haha..
eat till we r so so so super full..i love the mango..=D
after tat went to the playground to have sum fun..wanted to pay for those "animal" car..but is veri expensive..$5 for 5 mins..
head to timezone..had a fun time inside..
went to the pets store..

HoMe SwEeT HoMe..

had a super nice day wif u..

i Love You..=D

gonna start my techno report..

IQ | EQ

An intelligence quotient, or IQ, is a score derived from one of several different standardized tests attempting to measure intelligence.

Emotional Intelligence (EI) describes the ability, capacity, skill or, in the case of the trait EI model, a self-perceived ability, to identify, assess, and manage the emotions of one's self, of others, and of groups.

Why will i suddenly talk about this two issues?

I just have some thoughts going thru my head... I dont know how to express myself out... And i dont know who to talk to also...

[TO BE CONTINUE...]

H1N1

News as of now.

I'm suspected to be infected with H1N1.. SUSPECTED. Why? As of today, i when to the polyclinic, they told me that no matter whoever goes there with H1N1 symptoms (cough, flu, sore throat is a must, body ache, fever above 38 but may vary, headache), ppl with this symptoms will just be given tamiflu virus to take orally for 5 days.. To be completed within 5 days.. Similar to antibotics.. They dont test anymore.. Save time save cost and save resources...

So far i know of,

- Me, H1N1 suspected
- YX, fever
- MP, Slight fever
- JX, fever
-Marco, fever and come sch spread to others.. Inconsiderate idiot..

So far this 5.. Hopefully its contained..

My dear's stomach also upset.. When see doctor.. hopefully dear recovering le..

Hmm hao liao.. I now eaten medicine shall go back try sleep..

Oh and btw, i did a mean median mode, forgotten which one.. the average de...

My nose can have a drip of water, not those sticky sticky de, is just water, every 1 sec 1 drip out.. meaning like water tap, drip out.... but on average 4 secs 1 drip...

=(((

god, save me & my princess...

Life Is Fragile

I'm realize alot of things thru aunt's funeral this time... Unlike ah gong's funeral, i was too young to learn and notice.. Unlike 2nd aunt's, i was still the typical dont care attitude..

I've seen the pain in them.. I've seen the memories left by the passed-on and the wound on the remains..

Regrets, is some "thing" we can prevent...

If only ...

Assignments

more Assignments coming up..

1st

ICD website

2nd

CSM
20/07/09 Checking of Draft proposal
11/08/09 Mock Sales Presentation
18/08/09 Final Sales Presentation
sales proposal 1000-1500 words
Submit report on tis thurs

3rd

28/07/09 techno ppt slides
21/08/09 techno report

omg super stress...

Being Nice...

I guess its the first time both me and dear are in a very bad mood.. Both similar in a way i guess..

In life, its doesnt get repay or paid for being a nice guy, helping people, being supportive for others.. Cuz when you really need them, they wont help, neither will they give a fuck..

I've helped many people.. I wont say that i'm a nice guy.. But i have the pride and courage to say that whenever my friends need help, in any aspect that i'm capable of, i will help and i've helpED.. However in times of need, who will stand in for me? I dont know..

Dear have been supportive as well.. But?

haix.. good people get spat on only..

today is a day.. a day where history is marked.. where things changed.. a day, that changed my attitude towards people.. all people..

To my dearest princess:
I'm sorry dear.. Today kinda rushed you out for the lunch.. I hope you like the food and dont mind the rushing here and there.. I just kinda down so i didnt joke with you, cheer you, bully you like the usual boyfriend of your's did..

I didnt even gave you a decent dinner.. I hope you're at least not bored.. Not to hope that you're happy cuz its kinda impossible.. I hope you like the movie as well..

Cya tml..

Bad mood

bad mood today..hate those ppl..
they themself can while i cant...fuck u..
fuck the ppl.......fuck fuck fuck/...
both of us r nt in the mood today..haix..

i m TIRED!!!!

sleep sleep sleep...

Sicksss

Mum as usual, still struggling with her health.. Sometimes here not feeling well, sometimes there.. As for dad, once in a while then sick de.. Suppose to be the fittest body in our family but now kena him le.. LS + Slight fever.. LOL

Sianz.. Guess i got more things to do liao this few days.. Tired.. Suppose today watching transformers 2 but ended up dear got to work.. Lucky didnt book ticket.. Heard that dear say this month they put the days equally between her and jocelyn.. Dear say jocelyn cant work so much so... I can predict that this type of thing will happen pretty often this month.. =) Live with it!

Cheers to LIFE...

now, i'm waiting for my dear to come.. study lab test later.. SNMP.. *shake head*

Saturday

A whole new experience of saturday...

Early morning wakeup and reluctant to go 651 buy breakfast but it doesnt seems i got a choice.. Brush, change, head out.. Saw WH's mum.. She ask me recently got didnt find WH? lol.. He my favourite gay partner liao.. Even his mum likes me with him.. =x

After that back home dad tell me go buy 4D.. I wanted to meet dear but kena some weird attitude saying not eating.. =( but problem/mood swing resolved.. :)

Eat toast box laksa and ice holicks and kaya toast.. :( regret.. should waste money.. should just let dear eat i sit there.. after that went to buy some foundations/cream/cleanser/washer/facial... I dont know what is it la.. But its good for face.. :) For my baby princess...

Hope she's happy..

Home.. Game and game then vacuum whole house.. Eat porrridge with mum as dinner.. Watch harry potter abit.. surf youtube for transformers 2 trailer to see see look look.. I thinking of going to suntec tml for the WCG exibition.. Alone? :(

Now.. Waiting for my dear.. She dont know at where.. Home but unknown doing what.. Hmm...

Btw, NOBODY IN 3B21 FAIL ICD MST... =)

Thats a good news..

K i go rot..

rot....

rot... ...

rot... ... ...

Exam + movie + shopping..

NWM quiz today..n i scored 40 out of 100..=((
super lots of qns of pract which i dunnoe...
after tat head to the cathy..had our lunch at aston restaurant..cheap n nice place to dine in..thanks to wei en..

After eating we decided to go for LAN gaming(CS)..had so much fun there..been the 1st time there..haha..went to watch ice age 3 (3D)..

After tat walk around to c c n look look..we proceed to orchard..n we walk all the way frm ps to orchard..

Time passes sooo fast today..hope every1 have enjoy..=D

1 more to go..

1 paper down today..another 1 more to go..
network management...which i haven started till nw..n tml is the mcq..
hope i can get through it..

thanks to sheena for teaching mi..really thanks alot..=D

gonna watch ice age 3 tml after exam..

n i wish to go to the flyers...


GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!!!

the more the merrier? not always...

other people also grow up in family.. some dont but sometimes i wonder if they're better off, in some ways...

unlike mine... unlike dear's...

our family are just fucked up in some ways...

by scolding doesnt help change the situation...

they just dont get the logic..

Fuck it.. Let the dog bark, once it finish, its peace quiet again..

keyword to a relationship

u-n-d-e-r-s-t-a-n-d-i-n-g

Off Day Tml..

Spend money again..1 top ytd n 1 pair of shoe today..=(

y money are so hard to earn??y is my life so different like others??

I m so tired..really getting tired alr..

MST is nxt wk n yet i haven started studying..try to do pyp but cant even get to finish 1 whole qn..

My body is failing..every part is aching n giving mi probs..haiz.

OFF day tml.Shall get started..

haix

dont know if dear got time to study..
dont know if she can cope with the upcoming exam..
dont know if she knows i'm pissed with her working on the MST week even though some days no exams..
dont know what i can do to let dear stop working so frequently..

dont like ICD.. dont like programming..

sucks.. totally cant study at all.. fuck!

I NEED PPL!!!!!HELP!!!!

Off Game

This few days has been very hectic... Mood is really on the edge... Trying my best to keep cool, keep things nice and neat... Workload also diverted to my best assistant Mr. Loke... Studies haven started nor commence yet... It's gonna start tml...

Had my original plan but screwed up but certain issues... I dont want also but its not like i have a choice... Anyway my darling got to work on certain days so no difference... Really hope she can study instead of work...

Monday got to fucking waste one whole day... Hope can do some work there... After that will be studying again and again.. Been a long time since i last ran... Maybe gonna try it tml...

Today is our 1 year 1 month date of together... Maybe its me only ba... I am not happy... Deeply inside i am not joyful nor smiling... So much thing and pressure and just seems life is just bored... Maybe also today forgotten something i promised dear and she kinda upset... Which makes me the worse of today... I cant blame her... Its my fault...

Brother said dad and mum got complain that i didnt talk to them this few days... Once come home eat, bath and stay inside my room... I disagree... What is there to talk? 1 bastard just keep saying whatever job i do is not worth it... The pay so low... You think this type of job can do meh? Cannot do la.. Pay so low... BUT, bear in mind that if i stay at home, i dont earn a single cent...

Recently the way they do things are just wrong... Totally fucked... Let me give a few examples...

They went to changi visit my uncle.. On the fucking way home, they can drop by jurong point to buy the cake they wanted to eat... BUT INSTEAD, they ask me if i going to meet MJ eat, after that at 8pm buy the cake and come home and go for movie at 8.45pm... WHAT THE FUCK... Cant they just get it on the way home???

I cant study at home... Ask me do this... Do that... Help this... Help that... And my favourite neighbours are just sooo noise friendly... Nvm nvm... I got some rock musics taken from Pui Ling... I will share with them tml...

I cant study outside cuz my laptop cant last that long therefore i need adapter and external power... BUT hard to find one spot... Even if i do, at library, i need toilet and meals... Alone is just hard... How long can you tahan alone study outside without interval breaks of chitchat and rest?

Pissed... Cant do anything right... Memory is failing me for no reasons... No mood to game... No mood to study... I know there's a need to exercise but also no mood... _|_ to the fucking trip to telok blangah on monday... Burn in hell...

Next week... I said i'm not free... I've also made my own plans... Ask me go accompany grandma cuz auntie going malaysia... MY FUCKING PROBLEM AR? Whole ONG family got 100 people cant find a single one? All busy? SO AM I!!! I compromise 1 day, still want 2... Go fuck yourself...

Fuck you, fuck them, fuck the whole family who are bunch of idiotic hypocrites...

went orchard to accompany dear for work..gng to those restaurant to ask the person in charge to fill in the survey form..frm FE to lucky plaza to shaw center to hereen and back to shaw center..omg..so tired walking around..had sum dessert at hereen..

n our mr loke is super gay..strawberry sundae..omg..haha..

head to wheelock place after ws left..went in a toy shop..i wan buy all the toys there..super cute n nice..=DDD

HSH after tat..

i m super tired alr....

Lastly..

Happy monthsary my dear..1 yr n a mth..=D

haix

Dont know why.. Everything seems so slow.. Not that i dont want to rush it out but just slow.. The nature of my work needs to compromise to the business owners timing therefore i cant do much when they're not free...

So far 3/36 done...

Tml got 4 confirmed and 1 pending..

Friday got 5 confirmed...

Still far from finishing line.. Monday and tuesday will be working with Redzhuan for some IBM moving PC free-lance job.. Looking forward till all the pay come in.. Hopefully, can see the 4 digits..

Right now here i am at JP Mcdonalds blogging while waiting for the time to strike 9.30pm where i go fetch my little princess home.. Tml's appointment is at 11am at macpherson road.. GG..

now plotting my direction points for tml so wont lost my way at some [bird dont lay egg] area..

=)

3rd week after that wont work.. Will just solely chiong studies.. hopefully my dearest princess will keep her promise and NOT work on the 3rd week.. Gonna go off now..

HAHA! Manage to push the 11am appointment to 1pm.. So tml can go ICD learn new things..

~gone~

Non-Stop Working...

Today onwards will be working all the way and tired till tuesday le.. Here is the time table..

Wednesday = Setup booth at suntec for IT Show (PCC)
Thursday = IT Show
Friday = IT Show
Saturday = IT Show
Sunday = IT Show + Packup to funan (maybe)

Sunday estimated end time = 2am if got packup..

Monday bbq = overnight tuesday morning reach home..

i will drink more water de.. dont worry about me.. :) miss you too

~hugz~

gonna be days tat i wont be able to c u..=((

take care of urself..drink lots of water..

i have gain back my 1kg...=(((

I m FAT!!!!!

IMISSYOU...

Bad Day...

Worst day in my life..i m tooo greedy..should nt have increase the dosage..

Worst Day Worst day...

i m feeling so weak n strength-less...

off to slp..

sry to make u worried..

hmm..just finishing editing ICD..

tml will be the 1st day of holiday...n i will be working..so sad life...but wat to do..i have to..
i wish to do alot of things..but but but but i really cant cant cant..

i m envy n jealous..

i alr try my veri veri best alr..

IF onli i can be like others..IF onli i have nt gone through all this shit..

Sheena u r right..the if is a powerful word..haha..

enough of all these ranting..

Off to slp..

i love u my baby boy..

GD NITE!!!

Hope ur mood get better..=D

sianz

Totally no mood do anything..

ICD phase 1 can redo.. suppose to get it done but didnt.. either dota... or sleep.. or wlak around the house rotting..

going to start later... cuz maybe still need help dear do.. so muust chiong finish my own first..

training? starts tml i guess? Today raining.. doubt will be able to make it for Napfa..

Short Post. Very short one.

Condemn the milk tea by Full House.. No to it!

Sheena stomach ache..
My princess and me feel like vomitting and unwell...

=(

i hope dear will recover soon.. Not so tired... :(

*hugz*

Role play...

i m so tired recently...

holidays coming soon...online quiz for network management..=)

roleplay for tml...n i still dunnoe wat i will be talking tml..hope i can smoke through...

i m feelin so so so.....

PAY DAY soon!!!=)))

N if i have neglected u for tis few days..i m sry..i dun mean it..

i m way tooo tired alr..my body is nt in a gd condition alr..

will try to get back..=)

love u..

Random~~~

a picture speaks a thousand words...




What if they become this size in future? After birth? :P
GAME OVER = GG = GOOD GAME
BUT i hope for that day.. =)
Watched 4Bia? Now is 5Bia..

They got something in common.. ANGER
Prince + Princess

XP Format

Early morning woke up at 10am due to the wind outside.. I can hear the huge wind blowing louding.. See the sky turning dark, first thing is sms my princess.. But dear say nvm no need fetch her so continue rest but then awhile more heard neighbors talking loudly.. So nvm wake up..

After that go next door see their kitchen.. Dad and mum confirm renovating our screw up kitchen.. After that i backup data find drivers and FORMAT! I cant stand my T60 anymore..

Windows keep lagging badly and lots of things cant work properly..

Now, i am.. emoing? i dont know.. just...................

haix...

Time now is 6am

Yes yes! Its 6am.. Why am i awake??? Cuz i cant sleep.. I didnt wet dream.. LOL..

Dont know.. Sooo tired.. But sleep abit less than few mins will wake up wakeup.. Then feel very shag.. ~yawn~ help me.. i want sleep! :(

Role Playing..

Book rm in the library n stay there to do our CSM...

Role playing...crapping..

practise till 7.30pm..frm 3pm..omg..tis is the 1st time we have stay in sch till so late just to finish our assignment..haha..

had our dinner at FC5..

First Time so late in school

In-Charge of this booth! lol.. sounds i big shot!

BIG Rifle

My dearest princess and my retarded xiao mei..

LEFT to RIGHT (nicknames)
RETARD - SIAOMEI - TIGERESS - HANDSOME

a picture speak a thousand words.. :)

hmmm...

Nothing to blog leh...

After work last weekend can feel the stress on the body and the energy level... Today eat ALOT.. Morning got noodles at home.. Then got 2 dumplings.. Then got western food for lunch.. Then dinner got rice.. OMG... Weight increase le after i didnt run for 1.5 weeks... 67kg.. =(

Today we chionging assignment.. TechnoSHIT done.. Left with CSM... Tml we gonna chiong CSM... Get it done then ICD think touch-up abit can submit le..

Thanks Sheena + MJ for helping for the assignments.. :)

Jia You people..

I Am Tired

Yes, in singapore, the service industry standards is getting harder and harder..

I'm very tired... This few days only dear update the blog... Haha glad that i not free dear still will update.. Dear working at PPlus then at night still chiong work.. Hope she can take it..

Hmm thats all for now.. I go brush and prepare for work...

Ladies Day..

meet sheena at 11am at cityhall..started our shopping day..
been a long time since the both of us went on shopping...=D
head to marina sq..4skin..suppose to be accompany her to buy belt..
in the end i bought 1..cost mi $21.90..
shop shop..head to suntec to find dear for lunch..was crowded over there..
after tat head to carrerfour to buy sumthing..
had cupwalker..

head to bugis after tat..saw 3 tops..i wanted to buy..but...my wallet dun allow..=((
nxt..saw the belt which i bout at marina sq..exactly the same..omg..n it cost much cheaper lor..$10.80 onli..

Forgotten to take sum pics today...=((

Home Sweet Home..

I m so tired rite nw...gonna start to do the report for techno alr..
running out of time!!!!

I miss you..take care..

Sorry To Leave You Alone

Today gonna start work.. Going out soon le.. Sorry my dear.. Gonna let you be alone for 3 days.. Guai k? I'll sms you whenever i am free or whenever i can..

:)

Cya later..

Haagen Dazs...

Went to Haagen Dazs after sch wif sheena,wai seng,wei en,bifei n dear dear..

order seventh heaven n the fondue..n for citibank card..there is a 1 for 1 on the both of it..
super nice..1st time eating..thumb up..

THANK YOU SHEENA FOR TREATING!!!!!!!!

N for the nxt 3 days..dear dear r working..=((

i gonna survive on my own..=(((i dun like..

but he gt to earn money...

Happy 1st Anniversary..

Happy Anniversary to my baobei..=DD

went vivo after sch..had out early dinner at white dog cafe..thumb up..=D
went round to shop shop..went to the playground to play..is super fun..=)
took many pics..post it when i recieve it..

An enjoyable day..

I Love You..

*gonna miss the time while u r away*

Anniversary

Me and my Dearest princess together for 1 year le...

1 year...
365.25 days...
8766 hours...
525960 mins...
31557600 seconds...

Long? Short?
I dont know... But this route... This one year route is really not easy...

I now really dont know what to do.. I cant take off... They headcount properly for each day already... I scare if take off they will du lan... And here i am... I cant bear to send the sms out to tell dear i cant take off.. I know she sure wont wish to see that sms... :(

i ..........

sorry....

happy anniversary...

ICD..

Finally done wif the main pg sketch..spend hrs on it..omg..
hope i m able to finish it by tis wk..

gonna start on technopreneurship report..gonna present it on nxt nxt wk..
hope sum1 wont shoot us..*god bless us*..

N N N
1 most impt thing which is tml..our veri 1st Anniversary..

ILOVEYOU my baby boy..=DD

sianz...

None of the game i play can win de.. All seems to be me the feeding one.. =(

Just now help cook and bring give dear eat.. She seems tired.. Glad tml she dont have to work.. Now she should be bathing and sleeping le.. I shall continue chiong the proposal and left the sketches out tml then do..

Change mattress cover liao so tonight mostly cant sleep well? :'(
My smelll...........~~~~~~

Feeling stress liao.. Got few assignments on hand but lucky manage to clear 1 le.. Somemore this coming weekend working.. Dont know got time do homework ma.. sianz ar...

Not bad ar.. this place quite good to complain.. :P

kk continue chiong..

ASSIGNMENTS
- Phase 1 ICD Proposal
- TechnoprenuerSHIT idea presentation
- 3 questions debate/intro for CSM..
- ICD webpage (GG)
- GEMs ppt (done)

Crab

Took train to kallang airport.. Also known as old airport road hawker center for crab session..

Food today include:
- chilli crab x 1
- pepper crab x 1
- chee chong fan x 2
- bird nest drink x 4
- dessert x 2
- oyster x 1
- chicken chop x 1

=)

I've made up my mind after dear decided for me.. I'm not buying the laser... Am i sad? I guess i really is.. I am quite sad now.. you guys maybe cant understand but a small boy definitely will..

imagine last time power rangers are soo famous.. he's staring at one.. the red ranger toy.. YET he cant get it.. his parents drag him away.. you guys ever experience that kind of "pain"?

NO! i not saying i am a small boy.. i just giving an example...

But dont worry.. tml will be a better day.. just gonna work.. earn more money.. so i can treat my dear to nice places.. i guess i just gonna stop my hobbies on weird toys...

~moving on...~

anger + stranger feeling

i dont know... so many i dont know to say..

just felt so lonely and stranger with dear tonight on msn...

wanna find something that is entertaining...

wanna find something that i wish to do...

but what?

i want dear to rest more...

i want dear dont work...

i wanna be able to support her...

i wanna grad and work...

i want my money back...

i am thristing for blood...

i am out of my mind...

life, is NEVER fair...

Assignments..

down wif a flu ytd..despite the flu i still went for work.

I m stress..assignment out..

ICD, Gems, CSM roleplay nxt wk.netwok management quiz.

i m TIRED..

if i gt enough..i wont wan..

went hougang to eat western fd..still ok..walk back to hougang mall to eat gelare..half price on every tuesday..

i m super tired for the whole day..

home sweet home..

Photos Of LeGo Creator 6741

PHOTOSSS!!!
First, Fighter Jet








Second, Hover Jet







Third, Speed Boat





Last for not least, just an intro to the National Geographic at Vivo City.. Its a room with -15 degrees.. Gonna try.. Must Try!! :) Pay $1 to get in there to freeze your ass for 1 min.. It simulates the actual freezing surroundings of the icy areas..

*sorry no link to my lego though*



NOW! Please tag and let me know which one is nicer so i can build for display...

1) Fighter Jet
2) Hover Jet
3) Speed Boat

=)

Updates!

Hmmm recently didnt update blog..

So here goes one long post... Today vesak day so went batok pray then took bus to westmall walk walk but actually wanted to go get something for dear.. Swa the 3 ear hole de so bought it for her.. I like it, hope princess likes it too... =)

Yesterday went orchard and starhub with mummy settle starhub issue... Now still waiting for them to reply.. I bought a Lego, AGAIN... This time its CREATOR 6741.. =)

Its actually 3 in 1... Can be a fighter.. Can be a hoverjet... Can be a speedboat!!! All for $10.50... And i got 10% discount so only.......... $9.45 =)

Here we go..

Photos on next post!

Suay Day..

went for ICD lesson..start pract 2..i m SLOW...ppl alr finish alr..yet i m still far way behind..
went to buy theromometer at $3..waste of money..
nxt was technopreneurship..boring lesson..
after tat head to dover chicken rice for lunch..n i m so suay..
my slippers break..luckily there is a provision shop nearby tat sells slippers..
N is super UGLY..but wat to do..still have to wear it.=( SUAY ar..

head back to sch after eating for lecture..

Home sweet Home..

gonna finish my pract 2 by tonite..=D

Hate the life of mine..

Sianz

Sianz ar.... Seems like the more lazy i am, more things need to be done...

- TechnopreneSHIT need come out with 3 ideas which always he say not good enough
- CA1 for the Marketing thingy.. (dont know how to prepare)
- CSS codes by date, tml must finish... so gonna TRY do.. but... *shake head*
- FYP idea not finalize yet
- Getting GEMs assignment soon...

Sooo... Lets just get a task off the hand... Dont like got shits coming down...

Soo later gonna clear technoshit and maybe CSS code...

Chiong ar!!!

Breakfast at 500+ now

Early morning waken up by some dinosaur stomping in my room taking the cordless phone.. So wakeup now prepared and going 500+ for breakfast.. After that heard going JP buy things so i can meet my dear at jp for lunch.. :)

Later evening going running with bro.. Hopefully 5km, 30mins.. :P

Lets see how things goes..

Abit tired now.. Gonna contact sheena abt cookies... Sheena, call me when you read this..

$$$$$

super long din blog alr..been busy working and studying..is a tiring thing to do..
but i still gt to work...due to the lack of money....gonna save more $$$..
i wan more $$$$..my motivation to work..=)

CSS

Today gonna start the practical 2.. Or i would say is lab 2.. Gonna start NOW.. Later hopefully if do finish can game 1 round..A little bit afraid of the assignment.. Currently got a few on hand..

- ICD Assignment 1 due 4 weeks later..
- TechnoprenuerSHIT. Need come out with some funny idea

arh.... so bored!!!

Dear is watching show.. I'm here, TRYING to force myself to go start practical 2.. :P okok go now..

do finish asap.. remaining time hopefully can work.. earn more money.. need money!!

Wei En not friend enough

If you got a friend, who knows you got a blog, but didnt BOTHER to visit, WHAT A FRIEND...

I have a friend like that.. His name is To* We* E*...
first * = h
second * = i
third * = n

that will make? Toh Wei En!!!

This is an extremely meaningless post.. Just for the sake of entertaining...

WS's Birthday

Yup.. Its my brother's big day!!

Went school early to go cafe get the cake.. Called him check location then plant the cake at his desk then place the candle there.. So after that he come in just light.. We got him a cooling pad for his laptop.. WE= Sheena, MJ, Me..

Hope he likes it.. :)

Took a continous shot of seng blowing candle.. :P

Happy Birthday Seng!!!